I’ll never leave, I’ll never stray
My love for you will never change
But I ain’t ready to make up or get around to that
I think I’m right I think your wrong
I’ll probably give in before long
Please don’t make me smile
I just want to be mad for awhile
I want Justin to go with me to a dance tonight. I wanted him to go with me and my family to the fair the other day. To be perfectly honest, I don’t understand why he won’t go with me to these. I think that I would go with him to just about anything he asked me to, especially if it was a family thing. I went to him mom’s party. I wanted to go. Maybe that is the problem, he just doesn’t want to go with me. That is something that I don’t understand either. I just don’t know. I think that I will try not to ask him to go to things very much anymore. I don’t like being hurt when he says no. I also don’t like not understanding why. I do understand that Beth has her party tonight, but on the other hand, I don’t understand it. I just don’t know. But the problem won’t be solved, especially by him saying, "I’m sorry, sweety." What does he think that will do? Telling me he loves me won’t help either, because that is something that I know. And I love him too. But…