Okay, I will update. Happy? So tonight we (Justin, Nikki, and Smash) went to Damon’s. I kinda still work there. They are still here. We watched movies. We watched movies last night too. We saw blood come out of Robin Williams’ eyes. Yay. Tomorrow I get to run sound in sanctuary. And then I get to go over to grandma’s house. I will finally get to see Jack. I haven’t seen him since Super Bowl. But I shall go now. Nik is pregnant. It’s mine. Bye..


So I am sitting here watching my printer make pretty images when I think to myself, "Self! You could be doing something much more productive!" So I have decided to update my diary. WoW! Two days in a row! Quite impressive if I do say so myself. I am not sure why I am so bad at doing this diary, I used to be pretty good. I guess I am just pretty busy. I also don’t go on the computer very often anymore. Which is probably a good thing. I am hoping my computer doesn’t end up being stupid and shutting down or anything. I don’t want to lose everything I end up writing. Maybe I should write on my clipboard. I will. Ok, so I am on word now. This is better because it will check my spelling and grammatical errors. My printer is going slow. So what has been going on in my life? Well as most of you know, I went to Chicago last weekend. It was pretty fun. We went to the aquarium. There we saw many fish and dolphins, whales, and penguins. The penguins were pretty funny because they were standing behind their glass looking at us while we were standing in front of the glass looking at them. They must have thought that we were pretty funny looking fish. So anyways, we did our youth worship service and that went pretty well. I was supposed to give my testimony, but I seemed to have had a nervous breakdown. I started crying, and for some reason I just couldnÂ’t do it. So Jon went and told Vicki that he was going to do his testimony in place of mine. That was incredibly sweet of him. He later told me that that was the first time he had seen me cry. On Sunday we went to a church called Willow Creek. This was a huge church that averaged about 10,000 people per service. This was a little too big for my liking. But it was really good that we went. Being there assured Jon that being a director of music at a church is truly what he wants to be. I am really happy for him.I still have not heard from Concordia. I think that I will send them a letter. I have been praying pretty hard. I really want this to be GodÂ’s will. I have to work Thursday, Friday, and Saturday this week. Bummer for me. But that is okay. March 15 is Starlight! Yippee! I am really glad. Hey guess what. The Chris Rice CD came out today. I am really excited. I think I will go get it. Too bad I donÂ’t ever listen to CDs, but I will if I get it. I really donÂ’t have much to say, and I need to do some over things. So that is all the updating I will be doing today. Adios!

One Hundred Twenty-Three

I am kinda a wreck this week. Over the weekend I think I cried more than I have in the last 3 months. I am not really sure why. There is probably many reasons, but I wish that I could figure them out. I am sick of being sick. I have huge lumps on my legs that won’t go away. They hurt really bad. I am a mutant. But I don’t get any special powers like most mutants do. I would like to get away. I know I just went to Chicago, but that was different. I want to go away and relax. I want to be in Jamaica. In a hotel room of my own, well not totally my own, if you know what I mean 😉 But I just need some good me and Jon time I think. I guess I just don’t get to be alone with him enough. Maybe that is asking too much. I think I am going to go now. I need to talk to my friends. So I will try to update more often!