I received the other part of my Christmas present from Justin today. It is my very own online photo album. There aren’t too many pics yet.To go there, go to www.jrcorps.com will be fun for you! I am going to go upload more various photos.


I wish Christmas never consisted of presents. Everyone would be a lot happier, and more people would know the real meaning of Christmas.I am one of those people that are never happy. And I really try to be, but I cannot help it. My presents:Sweaters, sheets, towel, and picture frame, all being returned.3 GC’s to Nordstroms that I am happy about.Earrings, miscellaneous junk, and an entertainment center.I always end up getting things that I receive early or late. This makes for huge disappointment. And of course mom and dad have to make the price fair. So for my entertainment center and diamond earrings, Ashley received an expensive watch, a cd player, and DDR. DDR which she will always make sure it is HERS! I hate this. "It’s mine, it’s mine." I asked for it in the first place. And then my mom made it perfectly clear that I wouldn’t be able to have it just for me. So she was going to get it for both of us, because now it’s "Ashley’s favorite game, she wants it!" Which always happens, sometimes it would just be better to be an only child. So then it was just forget it, I don’t want it at all. BUt of course I did not mean that. And my parents don’t know me well enough to know this. So they bought it for just Ashley, even though I couldn’t have it for just me. So you see, I am never satisfied. I really don’t want a bunch of junk that will be useless to me. Here I sulk. Making everyone around me pissed. Good for me. Merry Christmas to you all.


I have been looking through Nik’s photos, and I have realized that things are never going to be quite the same.Sarah and Anders will never be much fun. And I honestly hope they read this, because no matter what, they have excluded others for too long. Life can’t be about only one other person. Celeste and I will never be BEST friends. Which is something I hate. We have been apart for too long. I really miss her.All of my senior friends will be at college next year. I know that they will still be around, but not always. I am going to be lonely. This is something I am not good at. I also am not that great at making friends anymore, because I have no want to make new friends. I like the ones I have now.I am incredibly greatful for 3 people in particular. (Not in order of importance) Jon is first. Jon is my boyfriend of about 5 months now. He makes me feel wonderful. He does cute things all the time, and he makes me fall in love with him over and over again.Second, is Nikki. She is the best girlfriend I have right now. I love her to death. She is so great. Everthing problem I bring to her, she helps me with. Thanks Nik.And last but not least, is Justin. Justin, you are incredible. You mean the world to me, and I love you. (Don’t get jealous Jon!) But Justin, thank you too. There are many other people that I couldn’t get through life with, including Derek and Kyle. Friends are what makes the world go ’round.So if I could ask you all a favor. Please pray for me. Any time you think of me, because I need it. And if any of you need prayer, please let me know. Because I will be happy to. Everyone needs prayer.I love you all. Goodnight.Songs: Beautiful by Christina and Thinking Over by Dana Glover


Well, it’s is the beginning of Christmas break. Tomorrow is X-mas Eve, and then X-mas Day.Wow, this entry sounds happy. So anyways. I am going to go hope for something good in my kitchen.Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night!


Do you know what the best feeling in the world is?To fall in love with someone all over again.Thanks Jon.


So last night was the wedding rehearsal dinner. It was very nice. After that we went to MSA’s formal, wearing jeans. It was a lot of fun. I love dancing, and being in Jon’s arms. Tonight was the wedding, which was also very nice. We didn’t dance, because he was tired. But since I didn’t get a dance with him we came home and he put on music and danced with me. I felt special because he doesn’t like to dance. Well tomorrow is church church church. So I shall go now and sleep. Night!