Justin does not want me to get my tattoo. Under threat of us being no more. He will not really break up with me. I want this tattoo. I want it because I want it, it has nothing to do with rebellion or trying to prove anything. I want the tattoo! But I said I would not. For him. He says when I am 20, then I can get one. But I want it now. I just do not know what to do.
Justin is over right now. He was going to leave, but I am upset and he said he would stay a little longer. He is sitting in the kitchen playing 2 handed 500. His idea. When I wanted him to stay a little longer to spend time with me. I want to say goodbye and go to bed. But I cannot. Because I cannot go to bed angry. It hurts too much.
So I am not very good right now. I am sad. I am angry. I am pissy.