Kitty Kitty

I got a baby kitten!  Yay!  She is really cute.

Today was a really good day.  I did very well without Justin.  I did not miss him too much. 

Today’s post is not going to be lengthy like that past 2 have been.  Nikki is coming over. 

Okay bye!

Images

I love Justin. I wanted to start out by saying that.  I love his cares, and worries.  I love his images.  I love the way he cares about people.  I love him no matter where he is and what he is doing.  I love him when he disappoints me and when he surprises me.  This paragraph is mostly for Justin.  I just wanted him to know this, even though he already does. 

It drives me nuts when people don’t live by their heart.  I mean yes… you should use your head a lot, like when you are driving.  But really, your heart matters more sometimes.  Not just sometimes, a lot.  Okay, enough on that.

Sonshine is coming up.  I am very excited.  I have been looking forward to this for a year.  Even though it is not going to be exactly as I imagined, it will be fun.  It may be just me and John though.  Which will be sad, yet very fun at the same time.  **I thought I would explain at this moment the reason I do not want to go with church.  I do not want rules.  I think Derek’s rules are very good, very well thought out, and very reasonable.  I just do not want them.  Also, I like the small group feeling more than the large.  I enjoyed everyones company, but I was not able to be as close to everyone with so many people.  I have nothing against the church.  I do not think I am better than them.  I just wanted to go seperately.**

So anyways.  I miss Nikki.  I feel more distant from her.  I love her very much.  I hope she knows that.

I am doing alright today.  I miss Justin.  But I am happy for the most part.  I am going to hang out with some people from work tomorrow, which will be a lot of fun.  One of the reasons I do not like when he is gone is because it is harder to finish conversations.  But as long as there is no anger at the end of them, I am fine.  But it does drive me crazy.

I work at 730 tomorrow morning.  So I should probably get some sleep.  I am going now.  I love you honey.  Don’t miss me too much 😉