As of late, I am a bad person. But I am not going to tell you why, because then you will know why I am a bad person. Just believe me, I am. I am staying at my grandma’s house this week. I love it when I can get away from my family. I cannot wait until I live alone… or with Justin. Just not with my family. I just do not know what it is about my house, and my life that makes me so depressed. I am in a weird mood this week. I want to cry all of the time. It is not that I am sad, just that I am emotional. When I see sappy commercials or read touching stories in my Walgreens World magazine, I want to start crying. It is silly. Very silly.It is the 13th today. Tomorrow is Justin and I’s unofficial unofficial eleven months. That is a loooong time. Almost a year. I may not get to spend our year with him, that will be sad. I still love him just as much, actually I love him way more than I did when we started dating. He is the apple of my eye. It is good to be in love.I am almost done with school. No more high school for me. Heads up: my grad party is June 26th. You are all invited. I could use lots of prayers for the rest of this year… I am not doing that well in my classes. So if you have time, please pray for me. Thanks.I am going to go now. I smell… must take shower.