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Sometimes I wish that I could change people so that they think like me. I wish I could make my sister not make my parents pay her back for her shoes. I wish I could make my boss give me a raise so that I can start supporting myself. I wish that I could get a new job that would fit my school schedule and pay me. I want to learn to be independent. I want to be able to make lots of money so that I can get through college and support myself. Maybe I should be a server. I would like that, but not in an incredibly smoky place. Hmm… where would that be. I am not very strong, I would drop the tray. And I am not supposed to lift anything over 20 pounds. I am aggravated. I wish that my family had money. I just want to be able to afford enough food and other necessities. I hope that I make a good amount of money off my birthday. That money is supposed to be for me though. Not for my family. Oh I just do not know. I do not want to sell the salon!I will be a better person from now on. I will not buy frivilous things. Maybe I will not go to my prom this year. Or anything else. I will not spend money. I will put an effort into getting a new job. I will save all the money I can. I will not make Justin pay for me anymore. I will not go out to eat anymore. I will convince my parents that I want something little for Christmas so that they will not spend a lot of money on me. I will do all of my work on time and well so that I will get good grades. Someday those good grades will get me a good job. But until then, I will just do my best at everything. I will not take things for granted. I will try to be happy. I will be happy.