Then and Now

"Others simply ponder what the memorial- by its dark silence- has to tell them." That quote is probably the best ending of a history chapter that I have ever read. It is about the Vietnam War Memorial. To be honest, I have been reading about the war, and I do not understand it. What I do know, though, is that we should always support our troops. My dad’s brother was in the war. He can tell you so many stories about the war, including ones about when he returned home. So many of the soldiers were mocked and tormented for what they did. I just don’t think that it was their fault. They did not choose their missions, but it was their mission. My mom’s brother is Vietnamese. My grandparents adopted him from an orphanage because his parents died in the war. I do not understand how Justin can type like 1 million words on these posts. I will try to make a decent post. Most of my posts lately have been kinda sucky. It is because of that darn boyfriend of mine. He is always on my mind! Hey that is a song. Guess what! I broke Justin’s tongue! Not exactly broke, you will have to ask him. I felt so bad, but it was really nice laying my head down on his chest. Note to self: Wedding pictures at the MN Historical Center. Look at me! I am on my third paragraph. I got home and fell asleep at about 3ish, and I took a nap until 8. It was a really long nap, but really needed. And then I studied! Justin you should be proud. Man, I was going to say something, and now I have forgotten. Oh well, it was not important. Tomorrow is Friday. And then only eight days left of school. I think I can handle them. As long as I can get everything in on time and do it well, I think I can pull off all B’s. Hopefully… Saturday is prom! Woot! Dawn is going to make us dinner. It is going to be so wonderfullly wonderful. I am super excited. Plus, I get to be in Justin’s arms all night. Except for the breaks when I need to be in Nikki’s arms! It is going to be such a fun prom! Tomorrow Justin and I are going to babysit my cousins Jack (5) and Sierra (1). Justin said that he wanted to go with me. I don’t know if he understands how much that means to me. Those kids mean the absolute world to me. Justin is so great. He actually talks to my sister and is nice to her. He talks to my parents and lets them talk to him. He cheers for Jack at his t-ball games. Plus, he is quite the kisser! Sorry girls, he is mine! I am pretty lucky to have him in my life. I am pretty lucky to have lots of people in my life. Especially my Nikki! I am not sure how long this post is going to turn out, but it is 10pm now. It is time for me to go call my love and talk until all hours. Have a wonderful week! I have always been a little shy
I’ve always been the quiet type till now
And I never let my feelings show
I never let anybody know
Just how much I was so deep in love
But now that you’re in my arms I’m gonna stand on a rooftop, climb up a mountaintop
Baby, scream and shout
I wanna sing it on the radio, show it on a video
Baby, leave no doubt
I want the whole world to know just what I’m all about
I love to love you out loud You keep bringing out the free in me
What you do to my heart just makes me melt
And I don’t think I can resist
But I’ve never been one to kiss and tell
A love this true can’t be subdued
So I’m gonna let out a yell I’m gonna stand on a rooftop, climb up a mountaintop
Baby, scream and shout
I wanna sing it on the radio, show it on a video
Baby, leave no doubt
I want the whole world to know just what I’m all about
I love to love you out loud Baby, I want the whole world to see
Just how good your love looks on me I’m gonna stand on a rooftop, climb up a mountaintop
Baby, scream and shout
I wanna sing it on the radio, show it on a video
Baby, leave no doubt
I want the whole world to know just what I’m all about
I love to love you out loud Baby, I love to love you out loud
Yeah, I love to love you out loud

Finally!

Justin and I are official now. I am not sure if it happened in my last update, but I don’t think it did. So yes, he is mine now. I fell asleep in half of my classes today. I might go home and take a nap. Or maybe not, I might just do homework and laundry. But I do not feel like typing anymore, so I will update more later.