Yay! Amber has a date tonight. Okay, so I am not really going to talk in 3rd person, don’t worry. I think this post might take me a while. I have a band aid on my left pointer finger. I put a pin, a pin like you would put on a jacket that you received, through the top of my finger. It hurt so bad. But otherwise the day was good. I have a great relationship with my friend Kyle. I love him. He is one of my best friends, and definately my best friend at school. I went to the doctor today. I have big lumps all over my legs. He gave me some scientific name for it, and I have to take meds. He said there really isn’t a cause, unless I have strep. So my date? Jon and I are going out with Anna and Andy. A double date 🙂 It should be fun. But I am going to go now. Have a nice weekend.


This entry is going to be short. I don’t feel good one bit. Physically. But emotionally I am great. So the Concordia meeting went well. I am very excited about it. Now I just need to pray.So I shall go now. Night.

In Need of a Hug….

I had a fair day. This morning, well, afternoon, Sarah (Jon’s little sister) and I went out for lunch. We went to Applebee’s. It was very nice, and I had a good time. Then we went back to her house and woke Jon up. Kinda, I think he was already partially awake. Speaking of Jon… I really miss him. I saw him today, but I still miss him a lot. I guess I could really use a hug from him. I thought we were going to do something together last night, but that fell through. And tonight he was out with his friends. I really hope we get some time together tomorrow during Sunday school hour. But since Matt and Aaron are in town, we will probably be with them. I always feel like a third, well I guess a fourth, wheel with them. I know I shouldn’t, but I do.It was also really weird not to do anything with Justin or Nikki this weekend. I feel very lonely. But I am getting sleepy. So goodnight.Good luck Kyle! I know you will do great. I wish I could be there. Pretend I am! And if you get nervous… imagine the congregation in their underwear!

Hi Krista!

Danger! Danger! Danger Amber? What do you mean by this? Well, Nikki got me involved in a very dangerous field. What is it? It is very addicting. Can sometimes cause people to go into depression… withdrawal… even debt.So I worked tonight.Okay, okay! I will tell you what Nikki did to me! She introduced me to the world of online shopping! AHHHH! I bought some pants, and I bought her a skarf.Well, I shall go balance my check book. Hehe. But first: This message is dedicated to Krista for a reason. Each time I find out that someone new reads my diary, I will dedicate an entry to them. So let me know if you read it!And last: Thank you Nikki for making my night a lot better!Goodnight.


Jon is having problems with college. He is really stressed. We were talking on the phone tonight, and I just didn’t know what to say to him. I felt kind of like a failure of a girlfriend. He always makes me feel better when I am down. I just don’t think I made a difference. I love him though. And I hope he knows I try. I wish he was here so I could hold him. Or maybe I should be there. I just pray to God that he doesn’t get overly stressed. I do not like when he is down at all. I worry about him. I am also slightly worried about college. I know my problems don’t really count compared to Jon’s, who is actually going to college next year. But I have to register for senior year classes. So I am going to Concordia next Wednesday to meet with a counselor. So I am hoping I get things straightened out. Just remember: Whatever problems you have, I am here for you. And if I’m not enough, pray.


When I got home from school and I fell asleep. That was around 3pm. I didn’t wake up until 8:30. It was quite a long nap. But yet, I am still kinda tired. I’m not tired exaclty, just warn out. I think I will go back to sleep at 10pm. I work on Friday and Saturday this week. On Thursday I am going to the boys’ hockey game with Edgar. I am very excited. I love hockey! And I love Edgar, seeing as he is my bro. So I am going to go now. Adios!