Failure

Jon is having problems with college. He is really stressed. We were talking on the phone tonight, and I just didn’t know what to say to him. I felt kind of like a failure of a girlfriend. He always makes me feel better when I am down. I just don’t think I made a difference. I love him though. And I hope he knows I try. I wish he was here so I could hold him. Or maybe I should be there. I just pray to God that he doesn’t get overly stressed. I do not like when he is down at all. I worry about him. I am also slightly worried about college. I know my problems don’t really count compared to Jon’s, who is actually going to college next year. But I have to register for senior year classes. So I am going to Concordia next Wednesday to meet with a counselor. So I am hoping I get things straightened out. Just remember: Whatever problems you have, I am here for you. And if I’m not enough, pray.