Justin bring up an interesting point. Do people really read these diaries just to learn more about us? I really don’t update that often. Are people losing interest in my life? Well from now on I shall update almost daily! You will be able to know how I am feeling, and when I am feeling it. You will get so sick of me! So how am I doing? I am doing pretty okay. I got my hair hi-lighted last night. It looks nice. So tonight I am working. And then I am planning on going to a movie with the crew. I love movie nights! I am really glad it’s today. Why? Because it is PAYDAY! Woohoo. Man, I cannot get ahold of Nikki. How aggravating.So anyways. Tomorrow, Smash and I are going to go shopping! I am excited. Maybe we will go to Maplewood Mall. And then on Sunday it is church, then the Jamaica presentation, and then birthday party. High Praise is playing at church and I would really like to go, seeing as I am the soundboarder :), but the birthday party is for me, my cousin, and my uncle. It isn’t even my birthday until November 2, but Sunday is the only day that we can do it. I have no idea how I am going to get to work…. maybe Justin, maybe I will walk. Yeah. Right. Movie night may be cancelled tonight. Tuck Everlasting is playing too early, and Nikki and I won’t be off yet. Geez, I was super excited to see it! I was so looking forward, but oh well. I can save my money then I guess. Well, I think I am going to go now. Talk online or something. See ya!Song: Anything Good Charlotte, especially Day that I Die


I am on my own Landslide. The only one that will help me not fall down it, doesn’t call. So miserableness is where I find myself.Good bye.


I really don’t understand a lot of things.First thing, boyfriends. He can be wonderful at times. But other times…….Second thing, PT. I really can’t understand why he wants to leave. We all love him…..I am not going to write anymore.

No title today.

Justin, I totally agree with you on the fact that there are numerous amounts of word combinations. But I ask you, why can I never come up with a good one?I sure haven’t been having the greatest time lately. Last night, emotional breakdown. At least Jon was there for me. I finally cried while I was talking to him. After holding my tears in for quite awhile. He helped me through some problems I am having. One of them being PT. I don’t understand how they can leave us. I know that it is part of the church family, but it sucks. I’m not mad at him, but I want to be mad at someone. So I have decided to be mad at Arizona. Then I am not really offending someone.Another major problem is school. I absolutely hate it. I am very surprised I made it through today. But for some strange reason, I made it through because I was going to see Jon after school. The strange part is, I’m not. I just had this strange feeling that he would come over. I am sure he won’t, and that is okay. I didn’t ask him to, I was just hoping he would surprise me I guess. But even though he probably won’t, it just helped me get through the day.That paragraph was kind of confusing wasn’t it? I really would like to be Homecoming Queen next year. Why? I am not sure. I would just love to. I don’t really care about prom queen or anything, just homecoming. So, I am starting ahead. Vote for me! :)Well, I think I shall go now and brainstorm for future entry titles. Have a nice day!Song: One Last Breath